Lyrics: ((hook)) how you fill the emptiness you feel inside? need a bottle of brown water boy I can't lie I'm just walking talking up into a gray sky but y'all don't hear me y'all just wanna turn the bass high
how you fill the emptiness you feel inside? need a bottle of brown water boy I can't lie I'm just walking talking up into a gray sky y'all don't hear me, let them drums and the bass ride
++++ there's a war going on inside, no man is safe from what you expect? era of customization crazy blaming Illuminatis and Masons the biggest hater is within, turn and face him custom news, so your accustomed views ain't accosted, regardless of if it is the truth the devices that keep us connected leave us more detached and disrespected never expect intellect and intelligent talk they message is as subtle as an elephant walks a grown man's attention span is 8 seconds if my words are complicated you won't respect it unexpected, unconnected, I got no defense I'm speaking Mandarin in Guatemala making no sense leaders don't how to follow so my path is alone handling all my tomorrows, getting this on my own, so let's go ++++
((hook)) how you fill the emptiness you feel inside? need a bottle of brown water boy I can't lie I'm just walking talking up into a gray sky but y'all don't hear me y'all just wanna turn the bass high
how you fill the emptiness you feel inside? need a bottle of brown water boy I can't lie I'm just walking talking up into a gray sky y'all don't hear me, let them drums and the bass ride
++++ universe is 98 percent empty so simply, human life reflects that, I MC thoughts from a lost soul tattered and torn looking in the mirror wonder why I was born I'm forlorn on a cell phone with no one, Joe Horn on in the end zone of life like somehow I scored but I ain't like the game and my team resents me I'm stuck in a uniform that don't represent me this goes for all facets of life, you ever felt like you don't belong where you are, it never felt right smelt like you were dealt right but thought left now somewhere in the middle you preoccupied with death Oceanic Airlines, confusing and lost I ain't got the answers I'm just sharing the thoughts there's a war going on inside, no man is safe from what you expect? era of customization
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((hook)) how you fill the emptiness you feel inside? need a bottle of brown water boy I can't lie I'm just walking talking up into a Texas sky but y'all don't hear me y'all just wanna turn the bass high
how you fill the emptiness you feel inside? need a bottle of brown water boy I can't lie I'm just walking talking up into a Texas sky y'all don't hear me, let them drums and the bass ride
Last night I was in Brooklyn, NY for the 2Racks Rap Contest. It was a... worthwhile experience. Some observations:
1. Totally disorganized. Didn't start until 10, when the ticket and contract said 8. I suppose that's to be expected, though. Oh, and by start, I mean the host went on and did a 3-song set of his own a little after 10. What I found ironic was that the contest stressed performing completely original songs, yet he rapped over 2 different 2Pac beats.
2. This thing lasted entirely too long. This was a 32-artist tournament, with each musician performing 1:30 of a song. Judges pick the better song, that artist moves on. Nice concept, but when you spend 4 minutes bullshitting between each performance, it takes FOREVER.
I don't know how it finished, because I didn't perform my 2nd round song until 1:30 AM. Brooklyn law says they were going to have to shut the place down at 2 AM. So, from 10:30 PM to 1:30 AM, there were fewer than 48 songs performed. That breaks down to an average of 3:45 real time elapsed per song performed. At that rate, they would have finished at roughly 3 in the morning.
The place was full at the start, 70% when I did my first song, and at about 30% when I did my second song. That line graph trends downward for the championship round.
Also, the host REALLY liked to talk about all the great things he was doing for us by putting this together. If you're profiting off of something you're organizing, your self-proclaimed benevolence kind of loses steam.
Also, one judge was visibly drunk when I did my first song. That number climbed to 2 when I did my second one. Maybe that's why I "lost" to a dude wearing some kind of forest animal. Watch the video to understand:
The crowd and DJ's responses to me throughout the night though tells me I'm doing something right. I sold a handful of CD's and was on stage for the first time in a while.
That, and a chubby white kid from suburban Houston performed at a rap show in Brooklyn. Which is a lot in itself.
Lyrics (forgive typos - I write these fast and without concern for most diction)
I never said the word because I didn't deserve to like they didn't deserve what that word referred to rap altered the meaning yeah I know, I heard you but I still refuse to say it to the dudes in my circle
in the South people said it out of anger and hate historic weight of that word you could never debate you think it then you aren't thinking or you'll never relate so this message lost essence just turn off the tape slur word originated from the Spanish for black roots in Latin, as it happens roots can grow back blanket term for a people never tells the whole tale same word can invoke 400 years of hell Dick Gregory told me that censoring it is wrong Cornel West said the rhythm of it put it in songs Richard Pryor went to Africa, came back and stopped wouldn't say it on stage, whether for laughs or not nobody thought I'd fight em when they said it 'round me like no Vietcong said it to Muhammad Ali please read up on Josh Gibson, Satchel Paige had to dominate before Jackie Robinson's days attitude was Ren, E, Cube, Doctor Dre Nas tried to call his album that, the label made him change Mark Twain made a point to put it inside books so 100 years later we'd get inside looks Texas legislature all intellectual crooks re-shaping America, changing history books The United States past, impossible to defend so Republicans will try to take it out of Huck Finn, uh
Nah I never said it, that's a word I never said I heard it and I read it, won't repeat the word again Nah I never said it, that's a word I never said I heard it and I read it, won't repeat the word again
even if it isn't obvious, it reaches beyond you see hate throughout politics, the people respond racism isn't dead, it's renamed and spawned it live on Fox News whenever Glenn Beck comes on it's embedded in the messages of much of the right "take back our country" guess who they wanna fight your life insignificant if you ain't wealthy or white and they call you something different when you aint in their sight that's unless you want to give your MasterCard a swipe make a purchase they turn from nervous to helping you right everybody in the tea party holding a gripe and colored or enlightened then prepare for a fight a Muslim in an airport and everyone panic protect borders is code for keep out the Hispanics I was handed a gift, and I can't use it for wrong that's why you're never gonna hear me say that word in a song
Nah I never said it, that's a word I never said I heard it and I read it, won't repeat the word again Nah I never said it, that's a word I never said I heard it and I read it, won't repeat the word again
I never said the word because I didn't deserve to like they didn't deserve what that word referred to rap altered the meaning yeah I know, I heard you but I still refuse to say it to the dudes in my circle if that makes me archaic or makes me outdated I choose to show my age, I refuse to say it cause history will tell you why that word so strong and for me to ever say it would just be so wrong
I've signed up for a rap contest this March in Brooklyn, NY.
The 2Racks Rap Contest will be Thursday, March 24th.
It's an honor to perform hip-hop music in the same vicinity as some of the greatest MC's to ever touch a microphone. I'll be representing Houston, Texas EXTRA HARD in BK!
Above is the rough cover for my new mixtape, 'Truth Flytalker.' It will be alot like last year's 'Upstream,' which was essentially a best-of from 2008-2009. 'TF' is my best effort to get everyone caught up on what I'm all about.